Wednesday, May 30, 2007
eyyer.. just now when im on e lrt those wsss student toking about CAMP !! e dunoe wad st johns island lor..-.- i nv go b4 leh. lol. -jealous- -yt became more jealous- LOLOL. hahas. sian diao. how can it be so coincident.. DIAO.. nvm. hahas.
guitar was erm.. fine..? yea.. tricia came for half n hr n went for her band prac after tt.. dey r having syf showcase rehearsal tdae.. yep. n fri is e actual day already. im not going.. duh. hahas. sian diao. we went to take ernest hp no. coz he didnt reply our msg.. n we needed e tabs/chords.. yea. n i when home after practicing.. I DUN HAV MONEY !! dots. coz everybody went out, leaving me at home in e morning.. dots lor. den i forgot to take money from maii mum ytd.. n jus now went to called her she called me to eat dinner maiiself wit maii bro.. n said tt theres money in e drawer.. DIAO LOR. i could hv asked her in e morning.. but i had CHICKEN RICE FOR LUNCH ~! LOL. nice lah. hahs. can i just eat instant noddles for dinner ? i vv lazy go out to buy leh. LOL. its not healthy. LOLOL. sian diao. nth to post le.. mayb posting lata if i can think of smth to write.. lOL.

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

suddenly, i feel lik going back to camp.
after reading jia lians blog... LOL. n it reminded me of wad laura said when we'r in e ava rm revising for our lit[we ended up toking ! HAHAS !] n i read smth similar frm jia lians blog. LOL. n i rly LAUGH OUT LOR. LOL. we had so much fun then. but now.. diao..
miss those days.. when we'r young. n when its CAMPING DAY ~~ HAHA. only when to 2 camps for e whole of maii 13+ years.. hahas. its a fun experience ! hahas ! learnt alot about team work. of coz lah ! hahas. tts wad camps are for most of e time. lol. tts when the day we wont have our parents dere ~! HAHA. n mayb i will miss maii com. LOL. no lah. there wont b anytime to miss com or wadeva else. duh. slping time is precious u noe. LOl. sian diao. i can even come up wit a post about camp. thats when im seriously sian n wadeva else.. no lah. actually bcoz im thinking of camp it cheers me up somehow ? LOL. funny sia. hahs.
stop here. bye !

OK.. maii bro just came back. its quite shocking coz i tot that hes coming back on thursday.. diao. tt previous post was obviously crap.. jeanle intended to sms maii bro saying tt I MENTIONED about him.. wadthe.. its just blogging for the sake of blogging ? haha. coz i've found new things to blog after those emo-ing stuff.. DIAO. anw, he said he had scratches/bruises on his legs n hands.. LOL. he said tt even b4 e trip he had already done 70 pushups coz some1 was late.. diao. n during e camp he also did calf raises, pumpings, launches etc.. diao. sounds lik netballs training rite.. hahas. but theirs are tougher i guess ? OAC camp or wadeva hell. LOL. sian diao.
today we had guitar again. yt was e latest coz of MAPLE.. DIAO. wy too was late when we met. yes. wit her hair untied. LOL. tricia had to go for band from 8-4.. diao. 8hrs man. dots. n i think we r having 12 hrs of netball training.. lol. under e sun of coz. hahas. DUH. how can we play netball indoors. unless e sch builts a shelter above e parade square.. hahas. which i noe e sch wont. duh. since dey will nid quite a sum of money to built it n e sch claims tt dey r so poor.. yes.. n im definitely sure. hahas. diao. guitar.. soso lor. -.- actually it wasnt good. dots. ms ho held e guitar practice at e container classroom.. yeap.. i brought home my guitar. to practice. dots. i also borrowed books from e library.. but i doubt i'll b spending time reading those coz im so addicted to using com.. LOL. i haven't started on any hmwk yet.. dots. im not sure of e bio/chem hmwks.. coz i didnt copy it down.. shall ask ser ern lata if shes online..
yeap.

theres quite a few dots in this post.. hahas. but too bad theres no DOTS DRINK INVENTED YET ! HAHA.

Monday, May 28, 2007

DIAO. i think maii bro went camping tdae. n everybody had forgotten about it. DOTS. UNTIL I RMB. N CALLED MAII MUM. SHE DOESNT NOE. WTH. i was lik..'how come kor haven come home arh.. 11 already leh..' den i realised tt hes having camp TODAY. deres still veges at e dinning table ok.. DIAO.. n his sch bag is still here. how on earth did we think tt he went to sch. omg. im having mind problems. SOON, maii head will go bonkers. seriously. N IM HAVING NO BRO AT HOME FOR 4 DAYS ! .. thou deres still maii younger bro.. diao. which is completely 'useless[as if i'll use him]' to me. DIAO.. IM BRO-LESS ! AHHH ! LOL. as if it matters. diao. im just shocked tt we've forgotten. or mayb i've forgotten. lOL. anw, HAPPY PULAU UBIN-ING BRO ! diao. he wont ever see this since hes already out of sg. LOL. so why im i typing this. coz im lame. n its also not lik e first day u noe me right. HAH.

GUTAR TMR !! SMB MORNING CALL ME PLZ !!! AHH ! I KNOW I'LL B LATE.

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.
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DOTS LOR..
im telling you.. i just dun lik to make decisions. making a decision means tt u'll be hurting some1..[for this case.. ?]
dots. i hv nth to sae. i rather chose to escape than to face it.. thou one day i'll still have to do tt. making choices is a part n parcel of life. DIAO...
i dont wan i dont wan. im not ans ur ques.. dots. i just cant help dots-ing.
and those ppl.. DOTS. spread rumor. WAHLAUEH. SPREAD UNTIL WHERE LOR. WHOLE LVL KNOW LE ISIT. WLE.
STOP ASKING ME QUESTIONS LE OK ! IM SO WTH LE LOR.
WLEWLE. dis is getting so complicated. RLY.
DOTS. DONT FREAKING ASK ME ANYTH. I HAVE NO COMMENTS.

i feel like closing maii door n locked inside for e whole damn it holidae without thinking about anyth else. since a holiday aint a holiday. we'r still gona go back to sch.

i hoping i wont entangle in dis ermm.. nvm forget it..

i dont wana hurt any1. haiix.. i dont know wad to do.
sry ppl. maii brain's not working fine. n tts a lame excuse n i noe it.

7 more mins to css2 ! HAH. gona see who went to participate in e auditions. hahas. usin dis time to blog ! lOL. sian. now im e onli one in e hse.. coz maii parents n younger bro went to pray.. diao. maii elder bros not back yet.. -.- n i've just finished sewing maii pillow case.. diao.. im so noob at dis kinda things ok.. but i still completed it ! HAH. sian diao lor. i shld work hard now n work as those pro ppl whos salary is damn high one n get a personal maid maiself. LOL !!! lol man. hahas. i those ppl who wan to depend on others.. or mayb im uber lazy.. -.- lol.
WE HAD GUITAR TODAY ~!
hahas. yst we were discussing about whether deres guitar today.. lol. n when i called ser ern to confirm.. her father said there is.. den im lik so diao lor.. -.- which means i rmbed correctly lah. den e yt dere hypothesizing me tt deres oni guitar on wed.. diao. LOL. n in e morn tricia hor.. 8.30 call me lor !! AIYO. i cant slp after tt.. diao. n she called me to go to christofori to buy her guitar string coz it broke when shes tunning.. lol. but when i go dere i realized tt its not opened yet.. so i went dere for nth.. diao. n we agree to meet at jelepang b4 goin but i was late n i nid to wait 4 4more mins to tak senja side..so i decided to tak e other side lor.. LOl. n i didnt noe shes still waiting dere.. diao. when i reached cck.. saw ser ern.. den we all shun bian wait for wy.. lol. wy's hair is damn wet when she come.. n i said tt her hair vv PENG LUAN.. LOL. no offence hor.. jk oni. LOL. wt called afterwards..she said tt yt dunoe i go.. -.- diao. n nobody told her.. diao. i oso nv tell. DIAO. paiseh.. lol. she was mapling by then.. WITH HER GUYFRENS DERE DOING PQ.. -.- anw, guitar was eh.. quite ok.. ? ms ho says tt our progression's quite slow.. diao. ernest didnt send e tabs/notes for e bass n melody.. -.- ms ho gave e wrong notes.. thou shes good in playing e piano.. lol. diao. me, se n tricia went to lot1 when guitar ended while yt RUSHED HOME FOR HER 'DATE'. LOL. diao. we went to borrow book.. LOL. so hardworking yea ? LOL. ate lunch at food junction.. diao.. eh, we left se dere..LOL. coz tricia wanted to search for her kor ? or nan ren ? LOL. diao. at arnd 1.45 we left lot1.. i went home.. yea.. sian diao...
CAMPUS SUPERSTAR ~!
WOW MAN. NO KRANJIANS ! LOL. those talented ones dun wana go.. LOL. hahas. kranji idol shld go ! wei xia zhen guang ! LOL. or mayb wei zi ji zhen guang ! HAHA. lame. wahseh, n alot zao sieah [out of tune lah..] heng maii tv screen not glass.. or else it wld crack/break.. n dey will hv to pay me.. LOL. NO OFFENCE LAH. if i offended any1.. im sry.. LOLOL. n deres dis small cute guy whos in top 20.. LOL.
nth much all ready..
end here.
BYE~

Sunday, May 27, 2007

woohhooo. TODAY NO TUITION !! yeayea ! hahas. lame lah. e class is starting on july i think. sian diao. i stay at home oso dunoe wad to do.. cant go out. NO LIFE LOR !! WTH. SIAN LOR. having guitar on wed.. hmm.. yesterday.. went out to eat dim sum lunch.. at e psa building dere.. diao. not rly nice lah.. okok.. after eating we went to e labrador park lor.. sian. maii dad sent me n maii bro back, n after 2 hrs dey went out again to west coast park coz maii bro wants to play wit sand.. DIAO... nvm.. last time i oso liddat one.. LOL. not as lame bah. LOl. AND, MAII AUNT BROUGHT CHEWING/BUBBLE GUMS FROM HAWAII !! YEAYEA ! hahas ! three whole packets !! MUAHAHAHAH. u all dun hav ! LOLOL. still, im sian. HAIIX.... nth to post le. -.-

Thursday, May 24, 2007

wth, meet the parents session..
its e same thing. all over again. idiot. maii father keep saying maii eng is LOUSY. thou mai chi is AS LOUSY. he rly vv sacarstic lah. i admit tt im not rly gd in maii languages can.. oso no nid to b lik tt one rite. wth. he sae coz of maii eng maii history n lit is affected.. wth. history u noe how to infer n elaborate can liao wad.. u can juz memorise e model ans n apply to it when it comes out during exam.. its juz tt maii memorising skills aint gd enuf n its all quit last min too.. -.- blame maiiself lor. n seriously im saying, he is RLYRLYRLY sacarstic. im lik so wadeva lor. n even if i wan to wadeva oso cannot lor. WTH. i do some minor action or wadeva hell he oso will bu shuang me, wad he expect lah. everyth i do oso muz see his face expression.. vv unfair lor. i can only sae tt LIFE IS UNFAIR,THE WORLD IS UNFAIR, PEOPLE ARE UNFAIR, EVERYTHING IS UNFAIR. im so freaked out lah. he critisises tt maii msn language r un-apprehensible.. its SUPPOSE to be lik tt. or everything else wld b seen by adults. right? diao. can i juz hv e freedom to write.. even i blog oso get scolded. wad the hell is this man. N, i DIDNT write shortforms in maii compre/compo/wadeva hell shit it is OK. im saying i WOLDNT do tt.. its juz when im typing i do this kinda languages lor. PUH-LEEZEEEE. who the hell wlb waste marks bcoz of this. only for some ppl i guess.. duh. but maii grammer is quite ok.. e thing is tt i juz dont know how to express maii thoughts/ use vocabs.. n speaking is a nono for me. but duh, of coz i nida speak... -.- but i prefer writing out/typing to speaking.. yea.. lame.. still, i think tt dey r unreasonable sometimes. dey juz dun realise it n keeps beating around e bush coz of still, ONE PATHETIC MINOR THING, lik nobody cares... for godness sake lah.. dey r wasting their time. n its making me miserable/sad/heart broken/depressed. i cant live to their expectations[wadeva] im not ur wadeva puppet tt u can scold to wheneva u wan. PUH-LEEZE. cant they juz THINK about maii feelings. or mayb they cant. coz i didnt show maii feelings out. i juz kept them in maii heart. everything. even if i look hack cared or giving those wadeva looks, but do u think i rly feel tt way? idiot. now when im at home, i rly feel lik goin out. staying at home SUCKS. bcoz of all of wad dey had said i rather go downstairs. i cant stand all these things... i dunnoe wad dey r thinking lor.. dey say im unappreaciative/wadeva hell impression dey hav on me... i was lik.. DID I..? den im already pissed off le lor.. SO BE IT LAH. u think of me lik this n i cant change ur way of thinking. diff ppl hv diff opinions/perspective. im saying e same thing lik b4.. DIAO.. dey r so demanding.. dunoe for wad lor.. its lik.. dey ask me to chng, why didnt dey think of chnging themselves first. ppl always think they r right. wth. now dey r already restricting me to certain lvl le lor. i can b considered being in a jail if dey r stricter. when i 'zi yan zi yu' dey oso wan to kaypo me lor. care so much for wad.. oso not their business. e things dey nid to care dun wan to care.. wth.. i wan to isolate maiiself oso CANNOT. wth is this again. im being control lik a puppet lor.. last time dey oso nv lik tt.. i dunoe wadthehack happen to them lor. freaking idiot.
after meet the parents session went to lot1 wit e rebellions except for wy e spoilsport. -.- ate kfc.. maii parents are complaining tt its unheathly, duh. sian diao. eh, when we finsihed eating.. we go walk arnd for awhile lor, den saw venus, so she juz tagged along lor. n wt hor, e senser kept beeping when she pass lor.. coz of e cd she brought for podcasting.. lol. 2 times leh ! hahas. n tt shortie guy !! HAHAHs. yt wanted me to post about him? hahas. but oso nth to sae leh. lol. anw, i saw him lik so lonely? mayb he got ps-ed by his frens ! HAHA. so mean, go laugh at him. LOL. oh, n we went arnd searching for guys coz of _ . HHAAHS. went back home n at around 6 went to attend piano lesson lor. finally, i didnt make alot of mistakes for 1 peice of sight reading. LOL. ok, tt one is damn easy so is lik duh lah. wohoo. learnt new song ~~ frm e new book !! yeayea. can prac for 2 weeks? LOl. nxt week dun hv, coz fifth week mah.. hahas. dunoe will b able to fisih learning anot? LOL ! sure can de lah. practice makes perfect. HAHAs. nicenice ~~ modern pop classical song? HHAHA.
tmr its holiday for us ~~ but e sec 4s still nid go to sch ! HAHAH. i 'xin zai le huo'-ing LOL. but i oso cannot go anw. lata get scolded again... HAIX..
i didnt drink wadeva but i kept wadeva-ing. HAHAHS. abnormal. HAHHAs.

life's so hard.
i feel lik dying.

im dreading to go home.

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

YESTERDAY
we had e cca celebration thingy.. e food.. erm. not nice one..? lol. i wasted alot. -.-
wow, intensive training yea? duh. sian diao.. some parts i rly 'mian qiang' go push maiiself liao lor.. but hor, maii gripping still not good ? dunoe. anw, thx to e 100plus tt made maii hand sticky, or else e ball wld jus slip off maii hand or wadeva.. -.- time just pass so slowly tt when we finish one drill its oni lik less den 20mins. -.- diao. nvm.. court game. dots.. ? why the hell did tt shimin gave me Centre. for godness sake lah. it'll sure b a goner if i play C, its not lik she doesnt noe. -.- den i was defending melissa which was lik.. diao. run here n dere without intercepting any balls expect for one.. i dun noe how to run to space can.. HAIIX... thou its a simple thing tt comes so naturally for ppl. can i juz sae tt im abnormal.. -.- went home wit a blister on maii feet. diao.. n tt wg gv me lollipop ? diao. coz he doesnt wan to to eat. lol. eat too much sweet no good u noe ! HAHAs. lame... erm, n went to buy things wit shimin at lot1 b4 taking e lrt..
oh ya, thurs n fri no netball. but we'll still hav to come back for trainings during e hols. duh.

TODAY
we received our menu stand back.. yea. we hav to do a menu for art n cook e dishes for f&n.. diao lor. PE.. diao. went to chng into maii pe attire coz we'r running 2.4 . DIAO. den e others who didnt wear or bring pe will hv to run wit their uniforms.. diaodiao. den maii muscle aching lor. at e waist dere n leg.. shoulders too? sian diao.. den e blister.. diao. lol. eh, den i some sorta ps-ed yt halfway.. lol. actually, if she didnt continue running till dere, i wld hv stopped long ago. lol. den got one upper sec[ we ran wit another upper sec class] sort of encouraged me to run? hahas. eh, got 12 position.. dont noe e timings yet.. guitar.. erm, until 4 ? yea we did extra practising.. but maii finger still hurts[duh].. den e sound i produce is... diao..nvm. gtg already, BYEBYE.
love,
WANTENG;kahfong.
LOL !!

Monday, May 21, 2007

OMG SIA.. guitar audition was horrible. last min we pulled ser ern in to hlp us sing wit wy.. diao.. coz wy singing so she cannot plae e guitar[cannot concentrate].. diao lor.. den oni 4 ppl playing.. n we dun rly coordinate bah? lol. when one person stop den everybody stop.. diao. so we down dere stone lor... lol. n its quite soft.. i think .. cant rly hear? overall we'r lik e lousiest grp among all lor.. -.- nvm. first time playing guitar on stage mah.. will b blur? hahas. we made alot of mistakes sia.. its a total embarrassment lah. e lower secs all watching leh.. vv paiseh u noe.. LOL. sian diao. anw, we cant hlp it making mistakes lah.. but if its not on stage hor.. we'll b beta. -.- n we didnt practice enough i guess.. eh, den ms ho says dere will b another audition? lol. we hav to chose another song.. yea.. it migh b an eng song? but who will sing lah.. yt says tt all e nice n easy songs r by boy bands.. so how..? lol. hope it wont b a disaster nxt time. lol.
PHOTO TAKING. diaodiaodiao.
during photo taking i was lik.. so SIAN lor.. den smile until dunoe wad.. -.- n maii candid shots r so stiff n all.. diao.. haiix. e flash lights ! -.- make me blink.. eh, will maii eyes turned out to b closed when its printed? lol. im still sian. hahas.
anw, i went to lot1 wit yt, tricia, wf, se, weiguang. lol. coz wg says he wants to buy CLIPS. lOl. imagine a guy wearing clips. lol man. hahas. hes not gona wear it out rite.. lol. duh. but toobad, aries seems to closing down.. so we can buy clips.. lol. anw, when we'r in sch..we somehow got stuck in e canteen for quite a long time.. lol. bcoz we tot wg's angry wit us?? LOLOL. for dunoe wad reason coz his face is those kinda bu shuang type.. but we found out tt hes angry not coz of us.. hahas. err, went kfc to eat.. lol. tt wg hor.. made fun of maii name.. -.- lol. saw derrick, jl and lots of ppl dere.. hahas. so mani ppl go dere to 'liu dang' arh.. lol. mayb to eat oni. hahas. n while eating, yt, wf n tricia went missing.. LOLOL. tricia told me tt dey r gona come back to tell us tt dey going to ps us but in e end dey nv.. LOL. so we go find dem lor. den dunoe why bcome playing catching ! LOL. so fun sia. hahas. we'r lik chasing each other ! hahas. keep finding dem at food junction.. lol. den dey so fake sia, sae dey r dere for vv long time already when i see dem running here n dere. LOL. u go dere for wad arh ~~ see who arh ~~ HAHAH. eh, den after tt bcome wg find us.. but we kinda ps-ed him? hahas. coz ser ern nids to go home le.. he didnt appear.. hahas. so we go off first.. but we saw him coming up e escalator.. n we RANRANRAN.. LOL. we went on seperate ways of coz.. me n tricia tok e lrt wf,se,yt went to e interchnge.. lol. n wg came chasing us.. -.- LOl. n its juz coincidence tt deres train at e platform n we squeeze in juz when e doors closing.. i wasnt intending to go in until tricia went n im lik chiong-ing coz i dun wana b left bhind.. LOL.
ITS STILL FUN ! =] hahas. rly ! thou its childish/lame/wadeva. LOL.


it sure took alot of courage to go up dere n perform with tt standard yea.
diao. haiix.

Saturday, May 19, 2007

WU YUE TIAN' by S.H.E.


黄金海岸的岸边
我们肩并著肩
洁净的蓝天
清澈的水面
吻成一条海平线
看你温柔的双眼
弹著吉他的弦
歌词是诺言
旋律是依恋
唱出一首五月天

五月的天
刚诞生的夏天
我们之间
才完成的爱恋
紧握的手里面
有好多明天

五月的天
梦开始要鲜艳
前方蜿蜒
一长串的心愿
我们一天一天
慢慢实现


lol. mayday ~ juz nice yea? now its may. hahas !

eh.. jus now went to practice guitar. yeap. erm.. sry ser ern..
i woke up lik 10.25 liddat lor.. n we r suppose to b meeting at 10.30.. diao. n its bcoz i didnt on maii alarm clock. i set e time but i didnt on. so wth lah. -.- i was rushing lik siao. but first thing when i woke up i was rlyrly SHOCKED.. i sit on maii bed den down dere stun.. lol. yea. n maii father sent me over.. it was quite amazing tt i wasnt e last person leh. hahas. maii fingers now rly pain lik siao can. even when typing..duh. e tip of maii fingers are red now.. haiiyo.. anw, went to mummys hse to listen to e song.. coz wy claims tt she doesnt noe how to sing.. LOL. is she dun wan oni lor.. diao seh.. mummys hse quite nice lah. hahas. at least beta den mine.. lol. maii hse v plain one. hahas. anw, we practice till quite ok liao lah.. jus hope tt nth goes wrong on mon..? yea.. sian diao.. tmr having last lesson of jiang lao shi? or mayb its e second last.. hahas. den we have holidays ! =] hahas. sian.. lata staying at home..maii parents going to maii cousins wedding dinner.. yea. im not goin.. lata oso dunoe wad to do sia.. sian diao..

Friday, May 18, 2007

im such a disappointment, rite?

netball. had training for 1hr plus oni? ehh, kinda restless again. no strength no mood. haiix. after exams everybody lik so weak liddat. mayb not everybody bah? sian diao. results not gd, mood and wadeva else of coz no gd lah. haiix.. carried maii heavy bag with maii guitar n shoe bag home. hand damn pain lah.. lik having blisters..too much friction..lik those feeling of playing monkey bar after i've not played for a long time lor. den e hands lik tt.. haiix.. somemore i use sling bag, den one side shoulder pain..-.- anw, i can t bring maii normal bag wad.. coz too little things to put oreadi.. lol. anw, we chnged e place where we put our netball stuffs.. hahas. its under e staircase bside e art rm.. its rly small lah. eh, we had some difficulties putting in e poles.. n e basket for e netballs cant even go in.. lol. our netball teacher-in-charge talked to us tdae.. diao.. she saes tt we cant anihow quit netball as we lik.. diao lor. n we cant complain about e tough trainings n wadeva stuffs.. DIAO. its lik, if ur body cannot tak it, wld u risk ur life n continue playing till u r oni left wit one ounce of energy? lol..? but i noe wad she meant lah. wan us to persevere? hahas. but for maii case i cant. thou its not medical.. but sometimes i somehow hv diffculties breathing.. for reasons lah.. duh.. not lik asthma suddenly act up ok.. lol. den exam results.. eh.. class position get 22.. -.- if i worked a lil harder i would hv been at e first half of e class.. diao. haiix.. regreting now oso no use.. sian diao. nid meet e teachers leh. first half no nid.. haiiyo.. alot of things happened tdae. sian diao. haiix..
e weakness of me is tt i cant make up maii mind easily. or mayb more hack care? wadeva u call tt lah.
im still SIAN.

did i make e wrong choice?
i noe u'll all sae i did.

woohoo~ now at com lab !! hehehe. =] ms fazlin so gd, i love her. LOl. at least it beta den staying in e clasrm rite.. hahas. sian diao lor. i forgot to put maii tie in maii bag.. diao. n its lik..yesterday i put it ON TOP of maii bag. surely is being misplaced one lah. i everytime anh put things den forget one.. thanks to maii forgetfulness lah.. get to stand at e back. so wth lor. den during recess wei guang lent me his tie.. hahas. n i said thank you 2 times n he didnt hear. LOL. but dunoe if ms tang will sae me anot when i nv wear maii tie for e whole dae on mom.. coz since i wear tdae liao den no nid mah.. sian. but she nv see lor. -.- wadeva. dunoe wad to do now lor.. no games to plae one. lol. neopets? LOLOLOL. play maii bouncy supreme~ lol. but its kinda childish n lame. will get tired of tt game one.. hahas.


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[its lame]
i noe, even a hundred times of sry wont be of any help.
u might think im a betrayer.
duh. tts why i feel guilty of doing tt.
iknowitswrongtodottyetimstilldoingit.
im mean. im evil. im selfish[mayb? or it is]. im a betrayer.
im still sorry. im too easy going[mayb?]. diao.
its kinda hard to chose when im in dis situation. but to some ppl it wont.

i dont know what im thinking. dont ask me. really dont.

Thursday, May 17, 2007

had maii dinner... piano. teacher lend me her new bk to photocopy.. hahas. e songs dere r damn nice lah. yea. hahas. anw, maii mind sorta went blank when i played e revision pieces.. LOL. diao. n maii teacher is rlyrly PRO LAH. duh. or else how can she teach. LOl. her hands so flexible lor den she dun nid to look at e keyboard n can juz plae.. lol. wonder when can i reach tt lvl ? LOL. mayb i'll never. gv up half way ? lol.. sian diao. morning was caught for being NEARLY LATE. nvm.. i actually tot i was goin to b late lor. i was finding e compre wkst. wth. n i simply juz RUSHnrush to e lrt station n sch. diao. mr siah said we were strolling in.. i wasnt. i ran lor. wth. it doesnt makes any diff tdae. its it was any other normal day i wld hv been earlier.. by a few mins. LOLOL. diao..
mye results.
eng was vv shocking. I EVEN THOUGHT TT I WLD FAIL MAN. coz i didnt finish writing compo, n its lik only ONE & A HALF PG!! or lesser. -.- n i PASS. wowowow. lol. surely is ms rajoo mark one lah.. lol. just thank god tt she marked mine. =] hahas. n u noe wad. i failed bio. -.- freaking idiot.. but overall i didnt fail.. =] physics pulled me up. thank god again. chem wasnt good either. -.- wadeva liao lah. wad is done cannot b undone. all maii results so sucky lor. n some hor v wadthe. all lesser den ser ern by one mark de. not all lah. but quite alot, lik eng compre, physics, history. lol. cant rmb others. sian diao man. b4 go music room i lik rly emo n wadeva lor. coz of flu n results. n ms tang says she fail half e class for lit. -.- n i rly scared lor. if i fail den i wan die liao.. lol. but heng nv.. lol. pray hard tt i can b rank e top half of e class ! but im sure cannot one lor. duh. haiix.
guitar. sian diao. nid bring tmr. ms ho says its compulsory.. wadthe. so ma fan. somemore tmr hv netball nid bring shoes lor.. wadthe.. can u imagine man. NID BRING TWO LOR. one already vv ma fan le lor.. diao diao. sian... haiix.

naggings. i dun appreciate tt for godness sake.

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

TUESDAY
SPIDERMAN 3 !!
had a fun time yea. LOL. thou its a bit.. err.. nvm. lol. had another fun time returning money. -.- LOL. which is vv lame. se jus PS-ED ME when she saw her father. lol. n e movie seating was so LOL. girl, boy,girl,boy. by balloting. LOL. n i saw maii FATHER after e movie. dots.. ? i couldnt blieve it man. LOL. n thank god. he oni saw me wit se. or else hor.. he might not let me come... ? i dunoe. lol. se even worse if she tell her parents tt dey going den rly gone case le lor. sure cannot de. LOl. yeayea. hahas. i wanted to blog more.. but, forget it.
TODAY
morning.. grooming check. i knew maii finger nail is long lah, duh, i realised it yesterdae night. n i juz couldnt make out some time to cut. LOl. tts why i took e nail clipper to sch. LOL. but we ended up wit those ppl at e canteen.. diao.. n we stayed down dere for like zillion years until mr siah came.. diao. n e others r already in e hall listening to e pet rocket briefing.. diao. anw, e whole course was quite ok lor.. juz tt abit sian.. lol. got wet for 3 times.. LOl. at least im still beta den se.. HAHA. she went home wit wet clothes. HAHAH. n its RLY RLY wet. lol. alot of ppl oso kena sia. i so heng !! =] hahas. den everybody lik vv obscene... ? LOL. n we escaped after e launching of e pet rocket wit parachute ! HAHA. heard tt deres theory after tt?? lol. its rly sian if i continue staying dere. lol. ohya. n tt guitar competition im not gona participate. lol. duh. 4 ppl not goin how u expect TWO ppl to go dere.. vv dui lian n everything one lor. den still nid to bring guitar tmr if i go..yea.. so i rather not. as u noe.. maii hse is vv far frm e sch. n imagine me bringing it to n fro for a few times... IN E LRT SOMEMORE. v inconvenient leh.. sian diao. tmr dunoe hav wad kinda programme coming up leh. i didnt rly see e timetable lor.. hmm.. sian lah.

Monday, May 14, 2007

i changed maii skin.

FINE. i'll remove pw. SATISFIED?
i put pw is not bcos i dun wan u to see. is bcoz i dun wan others to noe our prob, ok. wth. n stop assuming tt ur guesses r correct n misinterpret maii actions etc lah. wadthe. i dun wana hv more misunderstanding or wad liao. i'll just go wit u. n im not tt bad as to speak evil things about u de ok.. who has time for these things can.. im not those gossiping kind tt u think.. life is like so wadeva already. i wana end this thing. stop all e damn it thing. sorry people.

im already so pissed off with all kinds of things on earth n i dun feel lik living.
>.<

MATHS TRAIL.
boring. didnt complete 3 stations...sian.

Sunday, May 13, 2007

watching shen diao xia lu[legend heros] now..making use of e commercial to blog..hahas. anw, speaking bout this..tt mdm yong told us to buy those chi history books man.. sian diao.. i watched e shows already still nid buy for wad.. even if i buy i oso wont read ok.. lol. im lazy tts e prob. lol. anw, its quite surprising tt i watch dis kinda shows rite.. hahas.. its kinda complicated sometimes ? hahas. but i still love it. LOl. nth much tdae. still slacking at home thses tdaes.. DIAO MAN. cant go out shopping.. nobody accompany me.. den tdae after tuition oso cannot go.. coz maii younger bro wants to go to that west coast park AGAIN. -.- wadthe. i didnt want to go so i went back.. yea.. anw, maii tt classmate frm tuition knows tt im frm 2B.. n hes asking maii name..? -.- he checked e yearbk.. frm one of his fren? diao. but i didnt manage to ask who is his fren. -.- but he should noe if he check wad.. diao ? is it tt easy to 'track' me.. -.- i noe its easy. lol. frienster can jus type maii name n can find maii acc..lol. yea. now i rly hungry sia. lol. going to b 8.50pm le.. i haven eat yet.. waiting for maii parents to buy maii dinner.. lol..
tmr hav maths trial.. diao..

im so SIAN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, May 11, 2007

AHHH CHOOOOO~!!!

WADTHEHELL. im was locked outside maii hse door for lik dunoe how mani mins lah. DIAO LOR. i actually tot nobodys at home until maii savior came. LOL. maii neighbor lah. she see miie standing outside den she ask me lor. so after tt i called maii father n maii father called home. n maii bro woke up. -.-diao. he having stomach ache ? sian.. y lik everybody sick one. i oso lor. coz of e cold weather in e morning den i get flu.. until now sia. wth. exams jus over den i get sick.. sian diao.. anw, we [me, se, derrick n jeanle] is suppose to be watching spiderman3 but b coz we had to finish our d&t model so we cant go.. diao. me n se spent around 3-4 hrs dere lor.. sian. den after t t we go lot1 to eat our lunch.. i hungry lik siao u noe coz i nv eat breakfast but go dere le bcome vv sian.. no mood to eat. LOl. ya n i saw one of maii chi tuition centre's[jiang lao shi..] classmate dere.. at first i saw 2 person bside our table.. den after tt i saw singapore archery den i shock dao.. coz i noe hes oso in it.. when i look closely i was lik.. OH MY GOD. n i think its quite loud.. n i oso think he heard it? lol. den he turn.. -.- ya. n i saw marcus n yong xuan n at lot1 too.. n upper secs.. lol. i think i saw alot of ppl tdae.. lol. ya.. saw derrick n jl also.. but not at lot 1.. at canteen. se was going to borrow a pathatic 10cents frm dem to call.. but she didnt dare ? lol. aiyya.. so we go back d&t room to take lor. yea. sian sia.. tdae's physics paper was.. quite ok? still beta den e other papers.. e chem n bio paper.. im so dots. yea... oh ya. n deres one thing which is damn stupid. u noe when me n se went to e library.. i borrowed a book. n she's lik.. changing e names of e characters to others lor. wth. its lame & stupid. its NOT FUNNY. -.- she kept saying e same sentence over n over again lah. diao lor. n when i sae wADTHE.. she heard it as duh. n as u noe maii the n duh has a totally different tone ok. DUH~ n THE. n is not e same. u hav hearing probs arh. -.- if i ever reply duh den i wld rather die ok.. I WOULD RATHER DIE ! -.- ohya. another thing. we saw a 'lao ah ma[old lady]' who wore MINI SKIRT and SUPER DUPER HIGH HEELS. OMG CAN ! from back view u mayb tot is chio bu bah? LOL. not rly. e high heels hake her rly tall n obvious. eww man. she so thick skin.. how old liao still dress lik 'modern ppl'.. even modern ppl dun wear until so..-.- nvm.. dun sae bout her already. lik vv bad. even if she wear wad oso not maii prob. so im juz blogging for e fun of it. lol.

hope i'll get beta soon.. sian. instead of celebrating for e end of exams im getting sick.
-.-

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

MATHS !!
gosh. i dun noe how to do 2 ques. i rmb its q 5a & 7.. diao.. graph hav e gradient thingy. heng yst i asked maii bro wads tt thing.. or else i'll rly b SHOCKED. anw, i oso dun noe if its correct.. jus try maii luck lor.. n for r lit exam. ms tangs pm lik so.. dots lor.. she said 'sec 2s lit is so dissapointing' wah i vv scared leh. lata fail how. omg man. tmr's bio n chem.. nid memorise alot. physics too.
ehh. after sch went bpp.. wit colleen,amanda n pei si.. anw, saw a damn big grp of 2b ppl on e lrt too. lol.. sian. nth to blog le.
wah these dew days e weather is damn hot. but thank god tdae it finally rained. hahas.

Monday, May 07, 2007

dots...
i think i put pw oso no use le. so many ppl know already..
but im still gona put it. LOL. n i found a skin already ~ hahas.
jean le says that skin vv emo. -.- nvm... i just think its plain lor..
tdaes maths paper1.. ok lah..? i finished e paper lik...20 or 25 mins earlier lor. its e first paper that i finished on time bah. lol. hope dere are no careless mistakes.. haiiyo. LITERATURE !! arhh. im still scared.. -.- ms tang, dont kill me if i get low marks ! LOL. anw, i saw e lit marks tdae.. e previous assignments all added together i got 61.. -.-sian... must concentrate le.. haiix.

wish everybody goodluck for ur upcoming exams..
n i noe that i will flunk eng n chi. -.-

Sunday, May 06, 2007

eh.. shld i put pw?
i seems lik if everybody come maii blog dey will noe everyth. -.-
but i think other ppl still can hack. -.-
put pw safer lah. sian.
i wan change skin leh..
haven found a suitable one yet...
ok. i nth to sae le. tmr maths.. cannot be careless again. or else all maii marks sure wasted one.. haiix..

saying nth doesnt means i have nth to say.
do u know its hard trying to keep everything to myself.

Friday, May 04, 2007

LIFE IS JUST SO WHATEVER.

WEDNESDAY
okiie. we r not u. how do u expect us to fully understand u. we said why we didnt told u about tt 'secret' already. if u REALLY HAD BLOODY HELL DIFFICULTIES why didnt u say ? WHY DIDNT U SAY. u dun wana sae i wont force u. u r e one who is angry. n why do u even NEED to hav difficulties to b ANGRY? outrageous. I M not right. U MAN YI LE MAH? i actually tot oni tricia was e onli one who is angry. now? im SO damn speechless about it yea? -rollseyes- N, wad u said in e canteen was 'DO U HAV TO DENY WHEN WE ASKED U?' n dun forget its BEFORE e results came out. how mani times must i say dis. N if r u refering to after the results, i dun think we ever did talked about e 'secret' part. n i just rmbed tt u said smth lik ' JIU ZHI DAO DE' after tt e 2 of u walked away. bfore that results part i rmbed u said smth about emilia. but i forgot wad i said..?? short term memory.. wadeva. its not an excuse. zi wen zi da. -.- u said u knew its gona b dere. thats ur assumption. n it coincidentally bcame a fact. wth. did i ever blame u 2? i was juz saying tt we werent at fault at tt other post. so do u. n u expect us to lik.. ppl whisper to u, u dun reply? jus ignore? ..? n when did i EVER blame u. oh mayb i seemed to b blaming u. wadeva. anw i blame u for wad? ..? we hv reasons to blame u all meh..?? -.-.. u said about propaganda. n dis case, y shld we use propaganda. trusting us.. but u think, if a teacher told u smth tt shldnt b disclosed n u tell other ppl. wads is trust den. ok. its responsibility. anw, how can melissa tell emilia. wth lor?!?! dots... saying it whos fault it is has nth to do with being shameless or hving shame..
u mean i blamed u in person..?? diao? err, u again, r still as sensitive to stares. ok. -.- using a blog doesnt means tt i m vv 'bu shuang' . i hav a habit of blogging dont u noe? its not lik e first day u noe me.. adressing it to everyone? dere isnt alot of ppl who reads maii blog anw. voicing out. wadeva. tts jus a word tt i use can. u wan use ur blog post wadeva its up to u. oh, do u think i care? since its UR BLOG i'll give ur freedom to u. but since u didnt blog den no comment lor. wad shld i admit to? blogging is wrong? dots..? for ur 'trisp' thingy i found no definition of it. -.- dun bombard me with those words of urs which is so sarcastic. yea, wadeva. i've learnt to have a wadeva attitude,yea? having a wadeva attitude is beta den nth.
okiie. enough of all this things already.
THURSDAY
WADTHE. i didnt get to post for yesterday coz of some damn it reason. having exams n i got ticked off by maii father TWO TIMES. once was bcoz of e bed another was bcoz of e IDIOT EZ-LINK CARD. amazing. serves me right eh? -rolls eyes- n i juz bang maii room door[which is not really loud]. ATTITUDE huh? wth. i shld eat more chocolates. lik wad mr ong said. chocolate will make ppl more 'happy'. lol. oh, i gang hao hv chocolate at home. aunt bought it for us when she went Switzerland. yeayea ! nice leh. n deres a kind of chilli chocolate ?!?! DIAO LOR. -.-
se went to maii hse tdae. coz i wanted e notes frm her book. sian. maii bro got 'molested' by her. lol. no lah. she just carried him. sian. dun wan elaborated liao. SIAN.
TODAY
history paper. erm. spent quite a lot of time on SBQ ques. didnt complete maii SEQ qus. maii handwriting is seriously ATROCIOUS can ! glad i noe it. duh. scribbling leh. mayb ms fazlin can decipher wad im writing den i dots le lor. ok. wadeva lah. mon's paper. MATHS.

those psk.
im so hack care-d already.

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

went out wit ser ern to study juz now.. at LOT 1. -.- sian lor. when we go dere e library is lik... CLOSED. -.- so we go food culture study until ser ern's parents called. hmm. so we go find her mum lor. miie n ser ern bought a top which is e SAME. lol. so we juz buy lor.. yea..

n for that CASE..
all i can sae is..
U R RUNNING AWAY FROM REALITY.

but judging from e situation, u still dont noe why we 'denied' to u after e explaination. n that was y we asked u THREE WHOLE TIMES coz we find that e 'denying' reason wasnt acceptable. n u r all angry coz of dis ONE PATHETIC reason which we dun accept it as a DAMN IT BIG REASON.n we r trying to see whether ders another reason tt u r angry at. but thers NO other reasons ! so ur still revolving around e same idiotic point. im not satisfied wit ur reason. seriously its not a good reason for u to b angry wit. nvm.. u wan angry den let it be lor. u can stop u frm being angry.. we explained already. we did our part to save our relationship. so i really dunoe wad to do.

our frienship is so vulnerable.

sian. i wan post wit ease oso cannot..
lata dey angry oso maii fault.
nvm lor. i f u dun wan read den scram lo. i dun mind.. u can just press e red cross on e top right hand corner or even faster, deres another shortcut, press Alt+F4..
dun visit maii blog for e sake of visiting n juz gv negative comments about it.. i wld prefer if u can juz shut up n read without doing tt. if u get angry over that post isit worth ? juz think lah. r u that WEAK ? r u that stupid? no rite? i lik to post juz let miie post lah. y care so much.
anw, its not everybodys fault. its e teachers. mayb we r partially at fault bah. if se controlled herself den everything will b alright. 可是事情已经过去了，我们也无法再做什么。现在只好把问题解决掉。为什么你们就是那么的固执？为什么不能听我们的解释？因为你们一直都不想承认事情就是那么的简单，一支环绕在同一个地点。其实你们为了这一点小事神奇是没有必要的。。
HAIIX...